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1.
03:08
Sail away I cannot see my broken ladders In my mind You drop yourself in the cold shadows I forget myself To escape this hell But you still afraid That I will kill somebody I will die Into my mind But couldn't you Just FUCKING GET AWAY?! Get away, or You won't see my face tomorrow I'll escape, or I will show you my sweet horror What a fuck Are you still waiting me to do now Say "Good luck!" And turn away to forget me somehow I am so sick and tired I told truth when you lied So many times I tried To leave you Shut up and stay There is no way Me to obey Your silly wishes I've did just one step But you stayed on my way I tried to hold on When you were crying on the floor When you were holding my hand I've became enemy, but not a friend When you locked the door I threw you about the wall!
2.
03:38
Come to me [I won’t] Let me touch you [No] Let me see [Please don’t] I will stay here [Go away] I want to kiss you [No] I want to understand [I don’t want to hear anything, I’ve got my life, DO NOT DISTURBE!] I come to you, you go away You come to me, I do not stay SO WHAT THE FUCK?! I think about you, you think about me We can’t live together and separately I tried to catch you sight But you’ve hidden your eyes I tried to clear my mind But everything is useless The time we were together we’ve done many mistakes The time I’ve been alone I’ve done many fakes Just to see you again, to feel your smell But every time you say to me “GO TO HELL!!!” I come to you, you go away You come to me, I do not stay SO WHAT THE FUCK?! I think about you, you think about me We can’t live together and separately Now I pray “Let’s begin again!” I pray you, DON’T TURN AWAY!!! I just love you! I come to you, you go away You come to me, I do not stay SO WHAT THE FUCK?! I think about you, you think about me We can’t live together and separately SEPARATE ME From yourself SEPARATE ME From yourself SEPARATE ME From yourself
3.
It would be a usuall love story The story I would never be sorry The story I would never forget Well, I won't forget it 'till the end Of time when I'm in mine right mind The time I searched in hope to find My only one, my only fate With whom it would be fucking great To walk along the twilight alley Or lay beneath the stars on valley That time we walked with her at night I thought that everything allright But it was not that case I looked right into her face This feeling was so hard, so rude And then I'd hardly understood, that Something died inside of me [And there's no way to run] Something died inside of me [I cannot fix what I've done] Something died inside of me [There is no any word to say] Something died inside of me [How did I want to run away] She looked into my eyes and gave a smile I felt inside me something wild She took my hand and tried to kiss And I have never felt like this Inside of me I felt like boiling The voice inside began its howling She said to me "Are you allright?" "Of course I am!" Of course I lied! My face was pale my hands were shaking My inner evil was awaking Willing to run, I tried to stand I hoped she wouldn't understand Cold sweat streamed down on my face I damn that moment and that place, If I was ice, I sure would melt When we were close and we felt, that Something's dead inside of me [And there's no way to run] Something's dead inside of me [I cannot fix what I've done] Something's dead inside of me [There is no any word to say] Something's dead inside of me [How did I want to run away] That time I wanted to say That I love you, but on my way Was standing peas, that could not wait And made me fart on our date I'm trying so hard Not to fart But I cannot stop this I'm trying to hide All this smell But you've already felt it I saw in your eyes a tear This smell was so unkind, it was so strong and clear I tried to tense my ass to stop But I've done it again, it was like a trap... You breathed in my sweet STENCH!!!
4.
05:22
So if you wanna play Go ahead, and I will do the same [I know you want it!] You wanna see my pain, you want Make me obey, but I won’t! [Even I deserve it!] Your love is your prison For me it’s freedom, there’s no reason [To put in chains yourself!] We’ve got the chance to be Such a bitch like you, such a shit like me You go through life without shame and confusement I do just the same, but you’re trying to use me Enchained in your love, that is not true Enchained in your lies to me and you I stretch along [your thoughts and insurance] I am forlorn [for all that making clearance] Now is your turn [you try to make influence] I will torn [your lies and my indifference] So if you wanna play Go ahead, and I will do the same [I know you want it!] You wanna see my pain, you want Make me obey, but I won’t! [Even I deserve it!] Your love is your prison For me it’s freedom, there’s no reason [To put in chains yourself!] We’ve got the chance to be Such a bitch like you, such a shit like me You look at me and I see all your wishes So I don’t give a damn and take off all my leashes My love is freedom and I do all I got to do You don’t want to believe it, you think my love’s not true I whisper you [just come to me and dress off] I shout on you [I can’t control my body] You get amused [and asking me to fuck off] I’m feeling used [I wanna kill somebody] You think you won’t fuck with me And I will come undone I won’t cry I will just fuck another one! So if you wanna play Go ahead, and I will do the same [I see you want it!] You wanna me to concur you But I don’t know if I really want to My passion is my plague And every passion’s my mistake [I know I must not!] We’ve got no chance to be Such a queen like you, such a fool like me… We’ve got someone to choose We’ve got someone to loose We’ve got no one to blame It’s time to stop the game It’s time to stop the game It’s time for me to fade away [I’m useless for you all!] You all expected me to fight I am wrong, you are right! [But I don’t give the fuck at all!] You’re happy without me So what’s the sense to be [I am the superfluous!] What is the sense to be Together you and me?
5.
I can't say The words much better Than I've told you yesterday Lay along The stripes of letter Where I begged you to stay Could you give me just a chance Leave alone her cold embrace, and I regret my life before Take my pulse and all my breath Crash my bones and cut my face I don't want you any more, but Your star falls into me You're so far, but you make me bleed For you... Velvet dreams Forgotten passion My cold fire and your hot stream Make believe That my desire Won't die in just a dream All the words I've said that time Were the lies that made you cry I am sorry, it's my fault I just thought It would be better For us both, but I was wrong [strong], so Your star will fall into me You're so far, but you make me bleed For you...
6.
Stop, there's no place to run So many times you were astray There's no place to stay You can't hide from yourself Don't turn your life to hell There's so much things to cheer Forget your goddamn fear or close your eyes and JUMP! You see the world in a different way And the sunshine that you breathe in Fires you up, and every ray Will show you what you're turning in When your anger gets out your eyes And you can't control it You shatter all You are about to fall All the things that you have known Now are about to drawn You've got all you need But you can not stop this shit You see the world in a different way And the sunshine that you breathe in Fires you up, and every ray Will show you what you're turning in STOP IT! AGAIN YOU'RE TRYING TO ESCAPE! FADE OUT THE PAIN, BREAKING THIS AWFUL SHAPE! You've lost yourself You've lost everything And the tears that are flowing on the scars Gives away all the memory Shouting "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!"
7.
02:31
Stretched nerves insane And no one to complain My mind is out of me And all I can is heal You do not feel me now Because I’m fucking gone Away from myself I’m gone Save me from this shit I can’t cope with it by myself And now I need to lie To feel myself alive And being fucking blind It’s hard for me to FIND THE WAY TO SAY THAT I AM WEEK FOR Breaking the wall Say “Goodbye” and get out from this all! Getting tired to think I just begin to drink And now I cannot sleep My empty soul can’t weep ANY MORE I FEEL LIKE A WHORE I’m not the one you knew You need much, I’ve got few… I’ve got few… FOR YOU! And now I need to lie To feel myself alive And being fucking blind It’s hard for me to FIND THE WAY TO SAY THAT I AM WEEK FOR Breaking the wall Find the way to get out from this all!

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All music and lyrics written and performed by Depersonalization Syndrome.
Mixed and mastered by Igor Yatsina.
Additional vocals on "The Star" by Julia Nobakova.

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released October 25, 2016

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